Judul lagu: Mansion.
Dirilis: 2015.
Genre: Hip hop dan rap.
Lyric song Terjemahan Lirik lagu NF - Mansion.
Baca juga: Biodata dan Kumpulan lengkap lagu NF.
Lyric Terjemahan Lirik lagu NF - Mansion.
Insidious is blind inception
What's reality with all these questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in
Slept in
Broken legs, but I chase perfection
These walls are my blank expression
My mind is a home I'm trapped in
And it's lonely inside this mansion
Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in lyrics
They're all over the place, there's songs in the mirrors
Written all over the floors, all over the chairs
And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs
That's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to release
And let out the version of NF you don't wanna see
I put holes in the walls with both of my fists till they bleed
You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me
Physically abused, now that's the room that I don't wanna be in
That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't wanna see it
And these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't wanna see 'em
But why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'em
I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around
Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground
Matter of fact, I think I'ma burn this room right now
Somehow, this memory, for some reason, just won't burn down
You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes
Then took me downstairs and beat me till I screamed and I cried
Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
But I'ma keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside
Insidious is blind inception
What's reality with all these questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in
And slept in
Broken legs, but I chase perfection
These walls are my blank expression
My mind is a home I'm trapped in
And it's lonely inside this mansion, inside this mansion
Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in pain
See, my problem is, I don't fix things, I just try to repaint
Cover 'em up, like it never happened, say, "I wish I could change"
Are you confused? Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean
This room's full of regrets, it just keeps getting fuller, it seems
The moment I walk into it's the same moment that I wanna leave
I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things
But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep
I look around, one of the worst things I wrote on these walls
Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom
One of the first things I wrote was, "I wish I woulda called"
But I should just stop now, we ain't got enough room in this song
And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am
And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can
Shrug it off like it ain't nothing, like it's out of my hands
Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans
And I regret watchin' these trust issues eat me alive
And at the rate I'm goin', they'll probably still be there when I die
Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
The question is, will I ever clean the walls off in time?
Insidious is blind inception
What's reality with all these questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in
And slept in
Broken legs, but I chase perfection
These walls are my blank expression
My mind is a home I'm trapped in
And it's lonely inside this mansion, inside this mansion
So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years
I built a safe room and I don't let no one in there
'Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear
And not come back, and I admit, I am emotionally scared
To let anyone inside, so I just leave my doors locked
You might get other doors to open up, but this door's not
'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me
And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me
I'm barricaded inside, so stop watchin'
I'm not coming to the door, so stop knockin', stop knockin'
I'm trapped here, God keeps saying I'm not locked in
I chose this, I am lost in my own conscience
I know that shuttin' the world out ain't solvin' the problem
But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em
I built it because I thought that it was safer in there
But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's livin' in here
Fear came to my house years ago, I let him in
Maybe that's the problem, 'cause I've been dealing with this ever since
I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious, he never did
He must have picked a room and got comfortable and settled in
Now I'm in a position, it's either sit here and let 'em win
Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can
'Cause in order to do that, I'd have to open the doors
Is that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore
It's lonely
Inside (inside), inside (inside)
It's lonely (it's lonely)
Oh, yeah, it's loney
Inside this mansion
What's reality with all these questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in
Slept in
Broken legs, but I chase perfection
These walls are my blank expression
My mind is a home I'm trapped in
And it's lonely inside this mansion
Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in lyrics
They're all over the place, there's songs in the mirrors
Written all over the floors, all over the chairs
And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs
That's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to release
And let out the version of NF you don't wanna see
I put holes in the walls with both of my fists till they bleed
You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me
Physically abused, now that's the room that I don't wanna be in
That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't wanna see it
And these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't wanna see 'em
But why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'em
I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around
Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground
Matter of fact, I think I'ma burn this room right now
Somehow, this memory, for some reason, just won't burn down
You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes
Then took me downstairs and beat me till I screamed and I cried
Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
But I'ma keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside
Insidious is blind inception
What's reality with all these questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in
And slept in
Broken legs, but I chase perfection
These walls are my blank expression
My mind is a home I'm trapped in
And it's lonely inside this mansion, inside this mansion
Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in pain
See, my problem is, I don't fix things, I just try to repaint
Cover 'em up, like it never happened, say, "I wish I could change"
Are you confused? Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean
This room's full of regrets, it just keeps getting fuller, it seems
The moment I walk into it's the same moment that I wanna leave
I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things
But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep
I look around, one of the worst things I wrote on these walls
Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom
One of the first things I wrote was, "I wish I woulda called"
But I should just stop now, we ain't got enough room in this song
And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am
And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can
Shrug it off like it ain't nothing, like it's out of my hands
Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans
And I regret watchin' these trust issues eat me alive
And at the rate I'm goin', they'll probably still be there when I die
Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
The question is, will I ever clean the walls off in time?
Insidious is blind inception
What's reality with all these questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in
And slept in
Broken legs, but I chase perfection
These walls are my blank expression
My mind is a home I'm trapped in
And it's lonely inside this mansion, inside this mansion
So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years
I built a safe room and I don't let no one in there
'Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear
And not come back, and I admit, I am emotionally scared
To let anyone inside, so I just leave my doors locked
You might get other doors to open up, but this door's not
'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me
And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me
I'm barricaded inside, so stop watchin'
I'm not coming to the door, so stop knockin', stop knockin'
I'm trapped here, God keeps saying I'm not locked in
I chose this, I am lost in my own conscience
I know that shuttin' the world out ain't solvin' the problem
But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em
I built it because I thought that it was safer in there
But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's livin' in here
Fear came to my house years ago, I let him in
Maybe that's the problem, 'cause I've been dealing with this ever since
I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious, he never did
He must have picked a room and got comfortable and settled in
Now I'm in a position, it's either sit here and let 'em win
Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can
'Cause in order to do that, I'd have to open the doors
Is that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore
It's lonely
Inside (inside), inside (inside)
It's lonely (it's lonely)
Oh, yeah, it's loney
Inside this mansion
Terjemahan Bahasa Indonesia Terjemahan Lirik lagu NF - Mansion
Insidious adalah awal yang buta
Apa realitas dengan semua pertanyaan ini?
Terasa seperti saya merindukan alarm saya dan tidur di
Tidur dalam
Kaki patah, tapi saya mengejar kesempurnaan
Dinding-dinding ini adalah ekspresi kosongku
Pikiranku adalah rumah yang aku terjebak
Dan itu sepi di dalam rumah ini
Yo, pikiranku adalah rumah dengan dinding, ditutupi lirik
Mereka ada di mana-mana, ada lagu di cermin
Tertulis di seluruh lantai, di seluruh kursi
Dan Anda mendapatkan versi kehidupan yang tidak dipotong ketika saya turun
Di situlah saya menulis ketika saya berada di tempat yang buruk dan harus dibebaskan
Dan mengeluarkan versi NF yang tidak ingin Anda lihat
Saya menaruh lubang di dinding dengan kedua tangan saya sampai berdarah
Anda mungkin mendapatkan sekilas tentang bagaimana saya mengatasi semua kemarahan ini dalam diri saya
Dilecehkan secara fisik, sekarang itulah ruangan yang tidak ingin saya masuki
Gambar itu tidak buram sama sekali, aku hanya tidak ingin melihatnya
Dan tembok-tembok ini tidak kosong, aku hanya berpikir aku tidak ingin melihat mereka
Namun mengapa tidak? Saya di sini, jadi saya mungkin juga membaca mereka
Saya harus berterima kasih atas kemarahan yang saya bawa
Seandainya aku bisa bertanding dan membakar seluruh ruangan ini ke tanah
Sebenarnya, saya pikir saya akan membakar ruangan ini sekarang
Entah bagaimana, ingatan ini, untuk beberapa alasan, tidak akan terbakar
Anda digunakan untuk menempatkan saya di sudut, sehingga Anda bisa melihat ketakutan di mata saya
Kemudian membawa saya ke bawah dan memukuli saya sampai saya berteriak dan saya menangis
Selamat, Anda akan selalu memiliki ruang di pikiran saya
Tapi aku tetap menutup pintunya dan mengunci lirik di dalamnya
Insidious adalah awal yang buta
Apa realitas dengan semua pertanyaan ini?
Terasa seperti saya merindukan alarm saya dan tidur di
Dan tidur
Kaki patah, tapi saya mengejar kesempurnaan
Dinding-dinding ini adalah ekspresi kosongku
Pikiranku adalah rumah yang aku terjebak
Dan itu sepi di dalam mansion ini, di dalam mansion ini
Yo, pikiranku adalah rumah dengan dinding, penuh rasa sakit
Lihat, masalah saya adalah, saya tidak memperbaiki sesuatu, saya hanya mencoba untuk mengecat ulang
Tutupi mereka, seperti tidak pernah terjadi, katakan, "Saya harap saya bisa berubah"
Apakah kamu bingung? Naiklah ke atas dan saya akan tunjukkan apa yang saya maksud
Ruangan ini penuh penyesalan, itu terus semakin penuh, sepertinya
Saat aku masuk ke momen yang sama yang aku ingin pergi
Saya sakit perut saya setiap kali saya melihat hal-hal ini
Tapi sulit untuk melihat masa lalu ketika ini adalah ruangan tempat saya tidur
Saya melihat sekeliling, salah satu hal terburuk yang saya tulis di dinding ini
Saat itulah aku menyadari bahwa aku kehilangan ibuku
Salah satu hal pertama yang saya tulis adalah, "Saya berharap saya akan menelepon"
Tapi aku harus berhenti sekarang, kita tidak punya cukup ruang di lagu ini
Dan saya menyesali kenyataan bahwa saya berjuang untuk menemukan siapa saya
Dan saya membohongi diri sendiri dan mengatakan saya melakukan yang terbaik yang saya bisa
Singkirkan itu seperti tidak ada apa-apa, seperti itu keluar dari tanganku
Kemudian dicentang setiap kali saya melihatnya memengaruhi rencana saya
Dan saya menyesal melihat masalah kepercayaan ini memakan saya hidup-hidup
Dan pada tingkat saya pergi, mereka mungkin masih ada di sana ketika saya mati
Selamat, Anda akan selalu memiliki ruang di pikiran saya
Pertanyaannya adalah, akankah saya membersihkan dinding pada waktunya?
Insidious adalah awal yang buta
Apa realitas dengan semua pertanyaan ini?
Terasa seperti saya merindukan alarm saya dan tidur di
Dan tidur
Kaki patah, tapi saya mengejar kesempurnaan
Dinding-dinding ini adalah ekspresi kosongku
Pikiranku adalah rumah yang aku terjebak
Dan itu sepi di dalam mansion ini, di dalam mansion ini
Jadi ini bagian dari rumah saya, tidak ada yang berada di sana selama bertahun-tahun
Saya membangun kamar yang aman dan saya tidak membiarkan siapa pun di sana
Karena jika aku melakukannya, ada kemungkinan mereka akan menghilang
Dan tidak kembali, dan saya akui, saya takut secara emosional
Untuk membiarkan siapa pun di dalam, jadi saya hanya membiarkan pintu saya terkunci
Anda mungkin mendapatkan pintu lain untuk membuka, tetapi pintu ini tidak
Karena aku tidak ingin kau memiliki kesempatan untuk menyakitiku
Dan aku akan menjadi satu-satunya orang yang bisa aku salahkan ketika kau meninggalkanku
Saya barikade di dalam, jadi berhentilah menonton
Aku tidak datang ke pintu, jadi berhenti knockin ', berhenti knockin'
Saya terjebak di sini, Tuhan terus berkata bahwa saya tidak terkunci
Saya memilih ini, saya tersesat dalam hati nurani saya sendiri
Saya tahu bahwa dunia tidak akan menyelesaikan masalah
Tapi saya tidak membangun rumah ini karena saya pikir itu akan menyelesaikannya
Saya membangunnya karena saya pikir itu lebih aman di sana
Tapi tidak, aku bukan satu-satunya yang hidup di sini
Ketakutan datang ke rumahku bertahun-tahun yang lalu, aku membiarkannya masuk
Mungkin itu masalahnya, karena saya sudah berurusan dengan ini sejak itu
Saya pikir dia akan pergi, tetapi sudah jelas, dia tidak pernah melakukannya
Dia pasti memilih kamar dan merasa nyaman dan nyaman
Sekarang saya dalam posisi, baik duduk di sini dan membiarkan mereka menang
Atau kembalikan dia ke luar dari mana dia berasal, tetapi saya tidak pernah bisa
Karena untuk melakukan itu, aku harus membuka pintu
Apakah itu saya atau rasa takut berbicara? Saya tidak tahu lagi
Itu sepi
Di dalam (di dalam), di dalam (di dalam)
Itu sepi (sepi)
Oh, ya, itu omong kosong
Di dalam rumah ini
